I miss you

What more can I say?

Let me be how I want to be

Let me be how I want to be - Just a little while longer

Till I am a little stronger

I am

Totally undeserving and inadequate

Disjoint, but simply beautiful

Best friends

16 years and counting,

Thank you Pandi

Am gonna miss you when you're in Stuggart

"A man that hath friends must shew himself friendly: and there is a friend that sticketh closer than a brother" Proverbs 18:24

This just isn't me

What is this deep, raging anger that I feel

For no apparent reason

This just isn't me

Perhaps it was always there

And that I continually refused to acknowledge it

Well here I am

This is me.

No it's not.

We all need to exercise some self control

Life is just too short to harbour negative thoughts

There's still much to live for

And we aren't here for no purpose

Forgive.

I know that you'll do the same thing again.

And again, and over again and again.

And it's already happened one too many a time before.

Well let me tell you, i'm really tired of that.

And I should not be the one to suffer for what isn't my fault

But I remember:

"But God commendeth His love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us" (Romans 5:8)

Knowing that I would make the same mistakes over and over again, He still forgives.

Who am I to bear a grudge?

Dear God, help me

To forgive and forget.